Law of the Barstool, journal style
Apr. 15th, 2009 03:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
deadmanjinmakin' posts when drunk...fun times. goes ta prove I'm a fucking functional drunk. not that it really fucking matters and opps...just spill a little. Party fowl...gonna haveta lick it up... mmmm tastes fucking great. needa nother one real soon. Cause I'm getting myself fucking blitzed...cause I'm a fucking dumbass.
Came back to school and slowed by that fucking door... like I was gonna hear shit behind it when I know there ain't nothing there anymore for me. Went to the fucking music area too. Fucking hell. don't know what the fuck I was thinking going there. He wasn't there. Course he wasn't going to be there. He's somewhere else, nice an safe from the likes of me. Becoming famous or some shit. Probably already forgotten all about me... sent me a fucking letter too. Got it today. Shit...wonder how fast it'll burn. Sorry... He's fucking sorry...for what. Always thought it was too damn good to be true. I'm fucking damaged goods anyways. Fuck it. Fuck him and fuck relatinships. I ain't fucking cut out for them.
Shit...outta booze. gonna go get som'more. probably gonna have a fucking hang over tomorrow but I don't give a shit. i'm making it go away if it fucking kills me.
Came back to school and slowed by that fucking door... like I was gonna hear shit behind it when I know there ain't nothing there anymore for me. Went to the fucking music area too. Fucking hell. don't know what the fuck I was thinking going there. He wasn't there. Course he wasn't going to be there. He's somewhere else, nice an safe from the likes of me. Becoming famous or some shit. Probably already forgotten all about me... sent me a fucking letter too. Got it today. Shit...wonder how fast it'll burn. Sorry... He's fucking sorry...for what. Always thought it was too damn good to be true. I'm fucking damaged goods anyways. Fuck it. Fuck him and fuck relatinships. I ain't fucking cut out for them.
Shit...outta booze. gonna go get som'more. probably gonna have a fucking hang over tomorrow but I don't give a shit. i'm making it go away if it fucking kills me.
