deadmanjin: (finger)
2009-07-03 08:52 pm

Festival jobs and shit

The fuck is wrong with these people. Here I had said I'd do something like security. But these fucktards put me in the fucking information booth. I haveta stand there and answer stupid questions all damn day long. No fucking clue who else's gonna be in the booth with me, but it ain't goona be pretty. cause I don't wanna fucking do this and I don't give a shit, so I'll answer them all right. I'll answer them my way. Heh...teach them to put my name down for shit when I aint't round to say otherwise.
deadmanjin: (broken)
2009-06-22 08:23 pm

Stuff...

Fucking business classes. Fucking pain in my god damn ass. So much fucking homework. I aint' never gonna get caught up at this rate. But hell if I'm gonna sit around in my room and beat my head against the god damned wall cause I can't think about net gain ro whatever the fuck we're supposed to be studying.

I needa take a break. Maybe I'll go fer a ride or go take a fucking nap under my favorite tree er something... maybe I'll go take me a visit of the music wing...been a while since I've gone

Gotta fucking go ta work tonight too.
deadmanjin: (finger)
2009-06-17 11:34 pm

100 question meme

Cause there's a fucktard like wants to always know shit bout me...well, here ya go

100 question meme )

(ooc: strikes are not deleted, just really damn hard to see)
deadmanjin: (got big big balls)
2009-06-13 09:17 am

(no subject)

Just one thing to say today. The meat was fucking great. it was fucking tender and delicious and just the way I like it.
deadmanjin: (Default)
2009-06-04 07:47 pm

beaches and shit

Seem to like the beach more an more lately as a place to go. Took someone down there to celebrate somethin. Guess it was fun. But now it's back to school. business classes are being a pain in the fucking ass resently. I hate um.

Gotta call the old lady soon. There's someone I wanna make a cuppa coffee fer. Cause I said I would.
deadmanjin: (towel)
2009-05-27 08:21 pm

to a prettyboy dumbass

Oi.... Mizuki... Happy fucking birthday.
deadmanjin: (pretty)
2009-05-23 07:46 pm

(no subject)

Yeah...so my ribs are finally better. Been a bitch at work to bouch with them broke like they were. But now they're all better so I can get into real fucking fights again. and it won't hurt like a mother fucker when I wanna go have some fun with...certian dumbasses. Speaking of which... oi...Mizuki...ain't gonna say thanks or nothing, but dinner was pretty good... Didn't taste too bad. Had better, had a lot worse.

Found a place recently. Though maybe I'd get some shit done. Don't give a fuck about ink, cause I'm bad enough without it. But I've been thinking about some metal. Gonna find out wadda "Apadravya"is.
deadmanjin: (Default)
2009-05-12 07:12 pm

Least the computer works

Everything's a fucking warzone in my damn room. Worse than usual, really. Just been one fo those fucking weeks when I think I should have stayed on the fucking beach with the dumbass. Cause at least it was a lot more fun than this shit. Had some stuff fall and I think my bike's gotta dent in it... Think the hot water ain't working neither. Fucking can't stand cold showers, but it ain't like I've not taken them before. Used to that shit. So gonna just deal with it.

Ginna haveta fucking deal with someone in my damn space too. Least it's just the fucktard. Getting used to Niou all up in my shit. He needs ta borrow my computer and I guess I like his company good enough. Liek his company better than that nosy bastard, Mizuki. Next time you try to pick my lock, I'm going to punch you across the damn hall. I don't needa damn eye test and even if I do, I don't give a shit if I ain't good with colors and shit. Liek I care if shit matches. So fuck off thought...the nurse outfit...was pretty damn sexy. just needed the lipstick and heals

[ooc: strikes so deleted]
deadmanjin: (got big big balls)
2009-04-20 11:31 am

1969 Kawasaki A7 Avenger

Yo, Niou...Ya know that thing I told ya abotu once...that I was savin up fer... Well, finally got it. Took me a fucking long time but I got it. An now I can get ta work faster and go where ever the fuck I want whenever the fuck I want. With...shit that's gone down, I think I'm gonna need something like this. Just take a nice long fucking ride somewhere an clear my head.

It's a real classic too. Not one of them new panzy crotch rockets. But a real bike from when Japan made the real deal and not tht sporty shit.



Ain't it pretty.

I ain't gonna be a stupid fucktard and name it...like some people do. an I'm gonna learn how to keep it running so I don't have ta fucking pay some jackass mechanic.

But anyone wants a ride...fuck off. It's mine. And even if I do let ya...ya ain't riding nothing but as bitch.
deadmanjin: (towel)
2009-04-18 12:35 am

Private to Niou

Thanks... Just...thanks.
deadmanjin: (Default)
2009-04-15 03:08 pm

Law of the Barstool, journal style

makin' posts when drunk...fun times. goes ta prove I'm a fucking functional drunk. not that it really fucking matters and opps...just spill a little. Party fowl...gonna haveta lick it up... mmmm tastes fucking great. needa nother one real soon. Cause I'm getting myself fucking blitzed...cause I'm a fucking dumbass.

Came back to school and slowed by that fucking door... like I was gonna hear shit behind it when I know there ain't nothing there anymore for me. Went to the fucking music area too. Fucking hell. don't know what the fuck I was thinking going there. He wasn't there. Course he wasn't going to be there. He's somewhere else, nice an safe from the likes of me. Becoming famous or some shit. Probably already forgotten all about me... sent me a fucking letter too. Got it today. Shit...wonder how fast it'll burn. Sorry... He's fucking sorry...for what. Always thought it was too damn good to be true. I'm fucking damaged goods anyways. Fuck it. Fuck him and fuck relatinships. I ain't fucking cut out for them.

Shit...outta booze. gonna go get som'more. probably gonna have a fucking hang over tomorrow but I don't give a shit. i'm making it go away if it fucking kills me.
deadmanjin: (Default)
2009-04-10 09:03 pm

To everyone who showed up

If you were waiting for thanks... You ain't getting shit. I didn't want any of you bastards around. The fuck possessed you all to come celebrate soemthign I don't give a shit about. Not like I asked you assholes to come. And I fucking blame it of a certain dumbass who thinks he's fucking funny. That shit ain't funny, Niou...and next time you give me a fucking stick, I'm beat YOU with it until candy comes out.

What's worse is not mom thinks all you fuckers are my friends or some shit. Says you basards are welcome whenever. She was real glad to see the Brat and the Orange Haired Dumbass and The Jimmi. Guess she thought I dropped the Yamabuki guys like a bad habit. Guess I just can't get rid the fuckers even if I wanted.

Bad habits...cold turkey...fuck that. I had be a god damn cigarette today and it tastred fucking great. I needed it too, cause I got some shitty news. Guess the guy finally realize what I been saying all along. I ain't good for him. I'm fucking bad news. I aint' torn up over it or nothing. Shit happens...

Shit happens..and I'm getting me some fucking sushi...

(ooc: in light of having no Chouta, I decided that the saint he was with was someone else, in case Chouta gets picked up again by others)
deadmanjin: (Default)
2009-04-02 12:26 pm

everyone just leave me the hell alone today

I don't wanna talk to fucking anyone. Not today. Today is my day and I'll fucking do what I want. Which is nothing.

[ooc: bring on the cake!!]
deadmanjin: (die morons)
2009-03-26 11:31 pm

One week clean and sober

Sit...that sounds like I'm fucking part of a god damn 12 step program or some shit like that. But it's sorta fucking true. Cause of my fucked up ribs and all... I ain't be able to smoke and drinking the way I drink makes them hurt like fuck. So, I'm on the fucking wagon I guess.

I hate the fucking wagon and I can't wait the fall the fuck off. I bought me the good kind, the real expensive brand shit. Unfiltered Reds, all the way from the U.S.of fucking A. A whole damn pack. And the second my ribs ain't fucked no more, I'm smoking the entire damn pack. Cause I fucking need a cigarette right so fucking bad that I can't think straight. Need a drink too. Woke up with the god damn shakes this morning and ain't stopped yet...

Almost fucking killed my busienss math teacher too. Cause not having my fix is pissing me off big and she was a dumb bitch and told me I needed to go to a fucking de-tox clenic. Fuck her. Can't fucking wait to go home though. Then I can just fucking do whatever around the coffee shop and maybe nto haveta think abotu the fact that I'm on fucking step on of a program I don't even want to do...and step one is fucking KILLING me.
deadmanjin: (Default)
2009-03-18 11:48 am

the bar

Yeah... finally getting back to fucking work. Had to take some time off cause some fucktard decided that punching me in the face was a good way to get a message across. That and...I sorta had broken ribs already from an even bigger asshole. Last that's what the doc said. Can't do shit for the ribs and says I haveta stop smoking for a while, till it heals... Some nurse hadda sedate me cause I was going to choke the fuck out of the bastard for telling me shit like that.

But I guess I gotta do it. Ain't gonna be fucking happy about it at all. Cause the fucker says it won't heal for like 2 fucking months... I am...going...to...fucking...DIE. Because I gotta stop smoking for two whole months. Cold turkey. So yeah...just an update...gonna die...or kill someone else if the next two three weeks.
deadmanjin: (cigerette)
2009-03-10 05:30 pm

made a call

So...yeah...I did it. Okay. So you can all fuck off now. you all being fucking Niou She forgave me, just like I said she would an I guess she understand. she was mad at the asshole for provoking me. And hshe said somethign else to me too. Told me shit that I ain't never want to hear outta her again. I don't wanna ever hear the "it's okay if you are" speech from my mom.I just about fucking hung up on her when she started that shit. And she says that she's gonna send something to me. Cause I'm a good boy, like hell I am but whatever, an needs good home cooking or some shit like that. Said I needed to share it though, with Niou, cause Niou liked her cooking. So, oi, you sucker punching fucktard...Best be happy. We're getting another fucking care package. You better be damn happy cause I hate when she does this shit and over wiorks her damn self cause of me. AND NOW SHE'S DOING IT CAUSE OF YOU.
deadmanjin: (broken)
2009-03-01 06:15 pm

Back at school

....Fucking back at school. Went back. Took Niou. Talked to a Mini-Jimmi about some shit. Kid'll probably have fucking nightmares...Not that I fucking care.

Saw the old lady. Now I'm back. Early but whatever. Don't want to talk about that shit. Wonder if Niou'll make it back on his own.
deadmanjin: (Default)
2009-02-25 06:48 pm

Really am going this time

Yeah...Didn't make it home cause last week was probably a real busy week for her. So, Minami...I'll be going fucking home...I'll still talk to the dumbass who thinks he's tough shit for you. Scare the piss outta him. Try to avoid the fucker that married mom while I'm at it. Cause I know he'll fucking start shit with me. And I'll fucking end it.

Niou...if you still wanna come with...meet me at the train station.

Choutarou...I got something for you...I'll leave it at the fucking door. You don't want it...just throw it away or whatever.